Monday, February 20, 2012

A long Sunday

So when I got up I was extremely tired but I decided to get dressed anyway so I can get ready for a few hours working in the nursery. Every five seconds you have to tell these kids stop and they dont liten but in order to be eligible for the scholarship my church gives out I have to deal with it. I had a massive headache the entire day though so i was ready to hurry up and leave church but it felt like it lasted forever. Then after church my aunt likes to talk to everybody and I just wasnt for it so I just went to the car and laid down

A long Saturday

I had to get up at 7:25 to be at church at 9:00 for my First aid/ and CPR class. Later I had to stay for a your strive meeting that lasted untio 3:00 but I didnt leave until four and then UI had to do my laundry so by the time I got in the bed  I was so tired then I had to get back up and cleanned the kitchen because my aunt is a lazy bum. So in my mind I had myt mind made up that I was not attending church tomorrow but thwn I thought that I really dont want to argue with my aunt over my choice to go to church t. so I just decided I would go.

Red Lobster with Amber and Ashley.

After Amber got off work Amber, Ashley, and I decided to go to Red Lobster to chill and have fun. After eating it was really hard not to flirt with the waiters ( THEY WERE SO CUTE!!!!!) because flirting is in my personality but i maintained to the best of my abilites. After we left Red Lobster Amber to see her boo who's name is boo becuase they dont know each other name which I find really funny. While at the gas station a crack in the cement took my shoes and I almost feel out of my heels smh. Then we drove around for a little bit and went home because we couldnt find anything to do.

Time w/ Thomas

After school I decided to go spend time with thomas. Every time I go over there he's glued to his Xbox 360. That thing is his wife lol but its cool, Im glued to my laptop so I cant judge. When I got home later on that night I got a mysterious call from the coach at Coppin wondering if I was interested in working out with them when worked outs started I responded so quick that she barely finished her statement. I would absolutely love to play volleyball in a college that has my major and is willing to work with me to get a scolarship. I so glad that there are people in the world that are willing to help me succeed in life.

New Town vs Milfilford (JV)

Although some of the girls got kicked off the team for disobeying coach not going to the boys randallstown game we decided to proceed with our cheer season. The game was very intense, every time they would score we would score and this continued until foruth quater. It was crunch time when our Jv Titans pulled through and Tymothy shot the game winning three. After the game Coach Brooks took us to buffalo wild wings and we had so much fun. My night was cool. Oh and congratulation JV titans!!!!!!

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Mr. Carney!!!!!!!

After reading the Hunger Games me and Mr. Carney got really close. I really didnt expect it because a lot of students look at Mr. Carney as a mean overly strict teacher but what I've realized is that he has a purpose for everything he does. I never thought Mr. Carney would even be able to reate to me or even be willing to get to the know the bright student and person I am inside but it feels like the Hunger Games brought us together. Im really glad that I was given this great opportunity to get to know Carney he's really cool. Also Im glad I finally finished the hunger games. It was a book I could hardly put down and I barely ever pick up books. This is the first book I've actually finished since the great gatsby in the summer of my 10th grade year so yes, its been a long time. Im so excited to read the next book catching fire, the title just snatches my attention.

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Valentines Day!!!!!!!!!!

OMG Im so happy that my day was so successful. I was reallt scared that Thomas didnt get me anything because he wasnt on the bus this morning. In 2nd period I got his candy-gram and all I could do was smile and take a sigh relief. I was wondere what was in store for me . After second we walk to his locker so I can give him his present and he gave me mine. Later we went to luch and ended lunch with juice in my lap thanks to jordan so I had to go to my locker and put on my sweatpants, good thing I had them Today was such a cute day lol

Valentines Day Eve

So its the day before valentines day and I decided to spend some time with amber. After she did my hair her mom took us to the mall and accompained her as she shopped. While she was hsopping I was looking for a job, and one of my favorite store were hiring. RAINBOW!!!!!!!! Amber said that that store is for ghetto people but It has some great deals lol. I hope I get the job althogh the manager was trying to flirt with me which it might be a bad sign but also a blessing for a job so ill what and see.

The wolf in the sheep skin

I decided to pay  attention in church today only because Thomas went to church so I wasnt texting. So today my pastor decided  to preach on the fact that we are suppose to be representing God in all we do and not just coming to church in Sunday being wolf dressed as sheep. It really made me realize that I have to make some christainly changes within myself so that I can be a better reprewsntation of Gods image. Also It made me think of my aunt and how she chages her-self. Outside of church she so quick to call me out of my name and use all type if unGodly launguage but the minute she step in church she act as though she trys to be as "innocent"

A day for me

So I decided to go ge3t my nails done after my aunt got mad that I didnt tell her I got a check form y aunt in north carolina which I felt wasn't any of her business anyway because my name is one the check not hers. I decided to stop by and go see amber at work before goingot get my nails done it always fun to see her. After I got my nails done I had to run over to Food Lion and get all the matirlas to make thomas present. I decided to make him cookies because cookies are my specialty. I cam also use my creativity to turn just a plain old sugar cookie into an awesome Valentines Day surprise. Im always really good at CREATING gifts but when it come to BUYING gifts I suck but I know he's going to love my present.

Thomas House!!!

Today after school I decided to spend time with my aweswome boyfriend Thomas. When I got there he was playing the Xbox 360 as always so I kind of sat there and watch. He really sucks at MW3 or whatever that shooting game is called he keot getting killed life ever 5 seconds. Every time he's player would die I would bust out laughing and he rech the point where he was tired of me laugh and we started play fighting ( which we do all the time anyway). so once it started to get we order pizza and he feed his most cutest dog ever Bently. Bently was jumping all over but he's so cute I didnt mind. Then he walek me home and that was the end of our night. I had alot of fun spending time with him.

Day 2 at home

After school I came straight home and took a nap I was so tired all day. I dont even know why Im so tired because I havent practiced or cheered at any games. I haven even been coming home late, I think its that senioritis kicking in. I woke up at like 8, cleaned the kitchen and started my homework. Im starting to do better in college algebra every since I moved next to Kendyl. She keeps me focused and always working. She also pushes me to get all the work done Im still maintaining my B and Im really glad. MAN I LOVE KENDYL!!!!!!!!

No Practice = No cheering at the game

Today the Girls have a basketball game but because I coach decided to go on a cruise we arent cheering at the game. I kind of feel bad though becuase if it was a boys game all of us would be beggging coach Brooks to let us cheer but because its the girls we dont care. Then again I dont feel bad because they dont like us to cheer anyway and its look upon as gay because its girls cheering for girls but whatever. I ensded up coming home since Amber had to work and I didnt want to go to kendyl's and over stay my welcome. I got a lot of homework done so Im happy about that.

Kendyls house

So because amber had to go to work I went to Kendyls house. I would describe Kendyl as my teddy bear because she soft and I love to lay on her. I really glad that I also got really close to her to although when her mom first meet me she wanted to ask me a thousand questions I didnt mind though. I can honestly say me and kendyl can sit down and laugh about stupid stuff and I love that. I always have to have a freind who loves to lau8gh becuase that is one of my favorite things to do.

No cheer practice all week!!!!!!!!!

Im so happy that we dont have cheer practice all week so today I decided to go to amber's house and hang out with her. Im starting to really get close to amber and I feel that we're getting so close that we're starting to cut all of our other friends off. I never noticed that me and Amber had so much in common and she turning me into the girly-girl I never thought I could turn into. Im really starting to like this New-New Bonita. I am kind of glad that she persuaded me to do cheerleading she help me find the girly-girl hidding with in me. AWWWWWWW I FREAKING LOVE AMBER

1st sunday

Its first sunday and I spent most of my time texting thomas in church which I know its bad but it was really hard to ignore him. He even pointed out the fact that it was bad but he is a big distraction. I wasnt really listening to the sermon so I dont know what my pastor was talking about. When I came home I had to leave back out to go back to church so I can take communion but I didnt even understand the point of ocming home. I had plans to go to Ambers house but because my aunt wants to be a wolf in sheeps skin she wanted to go back and show off. 

Youth strive meeting

I really enjoy going to my youth strive meetings I just wish it was later non in the day because I hate to wake up early. This meeting we were being evaluated on our report cards and also taking pictures for our invitations for our party at the end of the programe. The main thing my mentor adviced me to do was maintain and stay forcused. I feel really good that my grades are well above average with me being in advance classes. It give me a boost to my self-esteem although it always feels like someone is trying to but me down but Im far to strong to let someone put me down. 

Friday, February 10, 2012

BOYS GAME!!!!!! SENIOR NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!

So tonight we have to cheer at the boys game and its senoir night. Also I decided to tell thomas yes so yea. Anyways in North Carolina on senoir night the seniors are escorted so I asked thomas if he could come and escort me. Unfortunitly I didnt need to be escorted but he stayed anyway. Everybody started to asl question and like I normally do I just ignored them. The first person I told was Kendyl and the first thing she said was " Its about time" which is definitely true but yea the game was cool even though thomas looked really bored I hope he wasnt made about waist money on the game. 

ABOUT TIME!!!!!!

OMG!!!!!!! so today thomas decideds to ask me out but, I dont know what to say. I mean at first I was anxious to say yes but i thought I would have him wait for a little while. I mean I have a lot of freinds who are into me and I really enjoy flirting and I dont want to ruin that. Then again I really like thomas and all so I dont know what to do and I dont want to ask anybody for advice because I want to really think about it and make the decision on my own. Im thinking the answer will be yes but it feels nice to make him wait a while.

Cheer practice

Practice after competition felt pointless like it wasnt nothing to look forward to. Although we didnt place at competition and I realized I wasnt the only person who messed up on the routine competition was chills. Now everybody is back on me and thomas as always lol. I really do wanna know whay was the real reason why he came to competition. Was it that he really came to support me but just got a tickett from another cheerleader or did he really going to support the randallstown cheerleader. I hope that isnt it but I guess in due time I'll find out. 

Thursday, February 9, 2012

Tired Tired and more Tired.

Im was so tired that I didnt even get up and go to church I laid in bed all day and didnt move until 2 o'clock when amber called me and told me that she was doing my hair. Im starting to really get close to amber and kendyl and I really dont know why. I think its becuase we are so alike especially with us not liking the favoritsum (how ever spell it) on the team .

COMPETITION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

When I woke up this morning I didnt say a word to my aunt because I didnt want her words to ruin my morning in which she tends to do all the time. I got up and got ready for coach to coem pick me up. I have nothing on my brain but the routine and not embarrasing myself . Once we got to CCBC and i spotted thomas I got really nervous even though I was really mad at him. After finding out we we're going fourth my hands began to shake. Once doing the rountine and getting off the mat, I just had to break down in tears. I messed up so many times, I didnt do the jumps and our stunt didnt stick. After competiton Kendyl, Amber, and I went back to Kendyls house. Kendyl and I played monoply and twister while amber caught the itits after we ate pizza and went to sleep.

What an awesome day........ NOT!!!!!!!!!!

So I found out that my arm isnt sprained or broken but I just strained a mucsle in my arm so I should be okay after a get a series of shot to help relax my muscle. So coach decides to have a double practice since its the day before competition. unfortunatlely my aunt wanted me to go to a FASFA night at my church  and I dont want to go. So coach get this bright idea to call my aunt and ask her if i could stay and she said my sunt decides to fuss her out so I call her and argur with her  and she calls my mom and then I call her so it was a hugh mess. I went back to my aunt house mad as ever went to the stupid FASFA night thing and it was a total waste of my time.

How ironic

Its 2 days before competition and I hurt my arm. No not on purpose amber had to leave to do some college stuff so I had to take her job as back spot which isnt my thing I have to go to the hospitial and see if its broken on sprained. I hope its nothing serious because now that we've finished the rountine I want to go ahead and run through the routine and get it perfected. I kind of feel something bad is going to happen though like my aunt might start trippin or something. She's been to cool and nice or something or maybe she's starting to chill out which I know thats not it but we'll see,

3 days later

3 DAYS LEFT and still the competition routine is not finished and Im really thinking about faking an injury so I can get out of competion. Like this is definitely how serious it is. I dont want to go to competition and embarrass myself by not doing well and Thomas got a ticket from another cheerleader at Randallstown. That really hurt my feelings smh. I thought we were much closer than that. I guess not. Ugh oh well, I cant let that get in the way of me doing well, as if we finish the routine and perfect it. Im so ready for these last to days to past

Competition is getting closer

As they days until competition getts closer, Im starting to get nervous because we still havent finish the rountine. Coach continues to tell us that we're almost done and we dont look as bad as we think I just cant get over the fact that im not comfortable with going to competition I mean none of us arfe. After competition many of us are thinking quiting the team but I really enjoy cheering so I wont follow in their foot steps. Im really just ready to get through this weekend to be honest everybody is yelling at each other and telling each other to shut up and im just irritated from everybody to be honest.