A new hair experience

So I finally experienced doin my first sow-in and man it was terribly hard. The braiding was the easiest part. Thank God Tezerea walked me through it. Once I got the hang of it, There came a new obstacle sowing a double lace thing or whatever you called it. I was really hard because the thread wouldnt go though without using the alot of force. I would never sow-in a weave EVER again. There is no amount of money big enough for me to do it. It's really time consuming and its alot that you have to be cautious of.

2012!!!!!!!

Usually I make a New Years resolution but, this year I will not. I made so many changes within myself and I am happy with what I've become for right now. I have done so many stupid things in 2011 that you wouldnt believe. I disappointed not only myself but my entire family and I hate that feeling. Through those mistakes I have blossomed into the young lady everyone was waiting on. I was talking to my mom as the New Year came in and all she could say was that she proud of me. She was glad that God changed my heart so that I can evolve into the young woman I am now. I just want everyone to be proud of me instead of disappointed with me all the time. The only person that has trouble getting over the mistakes I make is my uncle. He will hold a grudge until the world ends. His attitude makes me feel like he doesnt want me to be living in the same house or being in the same room as him. My mom told me not to wory about it and thats exactly what I'm going to do. Hopefully God will work on him as he has on me because, he truely needs it.

New Year's Eve

Because my aunt didnt want people to stare at her we didnt go to church like I planned to go to bring in my new year right so yes I spent my New Year's eve in bed Watching 106 and party which was cool. I know this make me sound "uncool" but I've never been to a New Year's Eve party. My family is really big on religion so we always go to church to bring in the new year. Ever since I was a little girl I spent my New Years Eve at church but once I go off to college im going to PARTY!!!!. My family will be very disappointed but, they have to let me live out life and make mistakes on my own and thats why Im chosing to do it up big on New Year's Eve.

My chill day!!!!!

I didnt do anything but watch TV all day. I did do my laundry but other than that I layed on the couch and texted, while watching TV. My aunt didnt bother me because she cant walk down the stairs so yep life was great for today. Although I feel bad saying it, I'm kind of glad she fell. She's not all over me as much as she useto be she's not asking me; where I'm going, who I'm texting, and why am I not doing something. All she does is stay in her room so this pass week has been heaven to me. I mean I still did my chours kept my room and the bathroom clean but this has been the most relaxing week ever. She needs to keep this attitude towards me because life would be so much easier.

HAIR DRESSERS!!!!!!

This morning my aunt forgot to tell me my hair appointment was at 9:30 so, I had to rush and throw on clothes and head out the door which I hate. Once I got there, I was waiting for at least an hour just so I can get a touch up and my ends clip smh. My Cousin-in-law thinks I should cut my hair but, I am not trying to. I want to grow my hair out. My head is way to long for a short cut. If I was to cut it short I wouldnt know what to do with it half the time anyway. There isn't much you could can do with a short cut. So know (I will not cut my hair I'm leaving it just the way it is besides coloring it. I tried a mahogany rinse but it didnt come ut as bright as I wanted it so im going with a red rinse.

Shopping with rea day 2

On shopping day 2 I decided to be girly, Why? I dont know just felt like it. I even carried a big shoulder purse which was a definite surprise to my aunt because I usually dont carry purses. She actually asked me if I was going on a date smh. Anyway, Once we reached the mall I realized that I didnt have my wallet, all I had was my change purse. Rea ended up having to pay for my food but I paid for her's the prior day so we are even lol. These two days with Rea made me realize alot about myself. I'm actually girlier than I think I am which is really weird. But hey guess it is what it is.

Shopping with rea day 1

I had so much fun shopping with Tezerez. She made me step out of the box and try new things. One of those new things was buying these heels. I told Rea that I was terrified to walk in heels because I never tried. So she made me talk off my shoes, put those heels on, and walk aroind in the store. To my surprise, it wasnt that hard to walk in them and they feel really comfortable. I thought I was tall enough but, those heels made me

feel at least 6"4. I feel like a super tall giant in those heels. Well im really excited about this new side of me and ready for day 2 of shopping!