New Town v. Franklin

So today I had the opportunity to cheer for the boys game which is something I've been waiting for since making the team. I say this because to me the boys games are much more exciting then the girls game because in reality they treat the game as a way to show off there talents. Today definitely change that out look because after JT got hurt it was kind of like they were determined to when the game in her favor and secretively made me miss the feeling of coming together as a team with what I felt was my basketball family. I do want to congradulate the girls for there victorious when against Franklin and I hope the boys won. It nothing worst than the feeling of getting  beat in your own house.

Ihop!!!!1

So after church instead of going to the depressing house of horror, I decided to go to Ihop with my cousin and his family. I love spending time with this family because they show me that Im not in this by myself and that I always have another house to excape to when I cant take it any more with my aunt. So once being seated our waitress was my cheerleading coach which was really, really, weird. After leaving Ihop we went to best buy to look around and this guy that worked there started flirting with me. Not trying to be rude, I just started laughing in his face because he was trying way to hard. When he finally built up his courage to ask me for my number I told him I was a lesbian and walked away. Im really mean, which I know, but, he wasnt my type of guy anyway.

Youth S.T.R.I.V.E meeting

So Saturday my youth S.T.R.I.V.E meeting was very interesting. We had speakers who either just graduated from college or is now attending college talk to us and give us advice on college life. The mainthing that was stressed during the meeting was the value of time managment. Using a planner was highly reccomended and staying on top of everything is a must. They also addressed thing such as the responsibilities you take on once gooing to college. Things like waking yourself up for class, finding the right times to wash your clothes or even take a shower and that things you dont even think about when the thoughts of going to college comes to mind. This meeting was very helpful in my doubts of going off to college.

Red Lobster!!!!!!

So I had the opportuntiy to enjoy an awesome dinner with an awesome person. We talked about the problems I have with living in the house with my aunt and the stress of my senior. I really needed to have that talk with someone who was willing to hear both sides of the story. I needed to hear that I wasnt wrong on the decisions that I've made and that the adults that are suppose to be taking care of me isnr handling the situation. After that night I didnt even want to return home because I was having the best time I've had since moving to Maryland and this is my second year here. Thats awful.

FAFSA finished

So I finally finished my application for financial ad all by myself but I will not let this upset me. I thought getting ready for college would be fun and all my family would put all there differences aside and help me with preparing myself for college. Like I didnt think I would have to ask for help, I'm thinking the help would already be waiting for me. This whole experience shows me that the only person I have is myself. I'm glad that I got it done though even though I call those representative 12 times. I had to do what I had to do to get things done. Just as long as I got it finish I wasnt even worried about it. My next obsticle is finding a job so I can start saving for college. I wont have the support of my aunt and uncle and my mim just cant do it by herself so like I said its all on me. This is why I have a bad mood when I'm at home becuase I feel like I dont have the support and no one cares. Im just over it.

Toast for change

My toast for change in 2012 is to be come a healthier person. Not only with my diet but also with the decisions and the attitude. One thing I've realized about myself is that I always allow my anger to get the best of me. I have to become a stronger person and be able to take charge of my situation. Nothing in this world will be handed to me and thats why I have to obtain a healtier out-look on life. I have to find ways to re-direct my anger issues into positive solutions and actions. I would love to be a more happy person not only at school but also at home where I'm having the most problems.

Finally did it!!!!

After working really hard and staying focused, I finally recieved a B in honors college algebra. I didnt think this task was tangible but I definitly proved my self wrong. I really proud of myself and when I saw it on edline, I just had to take a picture of it. I hope I can continue working hard so that B can eventually turn into an A ( I doubt that smh). Now the grade I have to work on now is that AVID grade. I really dont understand why I have a D because most of the things I have missing are done but, I definitely need to talk to someone about fixing my grade. I still dont understand why we get graded on blogs when clearly when the idea was brought up, it was a way to see how we transformed through our senior year and the first semester of college. Although this assignment has turn into a dog bit to the booty, I will no longer complain or make another comment about these blog because I've state my feelings several times. In conclusion, I GOT A (B) IN COLLEGE ALGEBRA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM TOOOO HAPPYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!