The worst game of the season!!! >:-O

So the game against Towson was a game that I though I would never experience. There was so much acrimony after losing the first match. The reason why I got upset was becuase instead of expressing positive energy, there were a plethora of attitude displayed and only a few of us try to uplift the whole entire team. I wasnt expecting to win the game but i thought we would at least get to 10. The scores were so embrassig that I refuse to display. Your probally wondering why Im holding ice to my eye, I got hit in the face with the ball  smh I don't want to continue tlking about this game. I have A senoir game coming up so I have to get my mindset for that.

TGIT video

I have no picture for this blog.

So today in AVID class we watched a video that was kind of pointless to me on how we should feel on tuesadays I guess. I really couldnt understand him because he was yelling and over dramtic the whole video. Of course we had to take notes and do a blog on which was also pointless to me because I thought our blogs where suppose to be about us but, here's what I'm sure everybody wrote down.

1.) Take full responsibilty

2.) Make up when you mess up

3.)Dont give up and keep movig forward

* your in control of your own destiny

* if there is no stuggle there is no progress

The Senoir Game is approaching!!!!!! :-D

The senoir game is coming up and it really hasnt hit me yet. Hy-bia asked me was I going to cry and I told her no but once it hit me of course im going to cry. This is game symbolize the last time I'm going to put on the number eleven jersey that I first started the experience if playing volleyball in. Its going to be both a sad and rejoicing day and I really hope we win. That would be such an awesome way to end our season and the end of my high school career!!!!!!

Praying for Success!



After talking to my mom, I thought I should take this to the only person who can fix it, the Lord. I prayed for a sign, a sign the God is using me to break my families bad habbit and to also guide me in the right path because the way I've been feeling I just want to give up. With all the pressure from my family wanting me to succeed and the feeling that I'm going to let them down is becoming unbearable. I feel like besides my mom there is no individual I can talk to, to express the way I've been feeling so yeah, I'm giving it to God. I'll see what's in store.

College reasearching!!!!

 As I continue to look into colleges the more the I become nervous. I'm starting to doubt myself and starting to feel that maybe I'm not good enough to call myself a college student. I'm not sure what it is though, I really want to go to college and break the bad habbit of high school dropouts but smetimes I feel that's where I'm suppose to be.  I talked to my mom about and she said " If you wansn't suppose to become a college student, God would have been directed you in another path. So that should tell you that the Lord has a plan for you". She always knows the right words to say when I start to get down, and I'm not sure what I would do without her.

New Town vs Woodlawn

Another L and at this point there is nothing I can say to motivate myself for he better. How do we let Woodlawn come back after we won the first two matches. Coach G was right we have to learn how to finish a game. I am beyond up set of how the game ended but hey it is what it is and there is nothing I can say to fix up the record that we have obtained

Always smile

After the Sparrows Point lost, I came to school feeling irritated and not wanting to be bothered with anyone. All day everyone would ask me what was wrong and I wouldnt sat anything because I felt like they were trying to find the next thing to have going around school. Finally period came around and the freshman that sat next to me asked me what was wrong and as usual I didnt respond. I put my head down for a few seconds and when I picked my head I saw this cute picture drawn on my paper. All I could do was smile and that smile continued as I went to practice